Not much going on today.  Really don’t feel like being at work today but the day is almost over.  I didn’t really accomplish much and am feeling slightly guilty.  The weekend was o.k.  Went to a holiday mart with the purses.  Sold two.  A lot of work for not much profit.  Helped P. pull wire to the barn on Sunday, lots of laundry, grocery shopping, etc.  Mom came over for dinner and J.D.  That was nice.  I think she enjoyed herself.  Also went to Ft. Logan cemetary (it was veteran’s day) and talked to Dad.  At first I couldn’t find the grave site and was starting to freak out and get weepy but I asked a ground’s keeper and he was so nice and found out for me almost instantly on his radio.  It was a beautiful day.  I miss Dad so much.  I asked him to send me a sign that all is o.k. but I didn’t get anything that I recognize as a sign.  I can imagine him telling me that I have to have faith and he’s not going to send a sign just to make things easier for me.  Build’s character and all that.